I am so grateful to have taken part in Three-Gates training last week. Even though it was hard for me to wait for a year, I am glad that we waited for the training so that more Atlanta members could experience it together. For me, the training was as profound and changing as Shim Sung. I feel as though my brain just went through the garbage disposal! Like it’s literally grinding up and evolving into something new. Here are some of the new things I have watched:

My victim consciousness is affecting me less. I find that I am less inclined to need to please and less needy of recognition, less competitive, and less worried about whether or not I will succeed. I am more in the moment. More joyful. More relaxed. More loving to myself.

I keep seeing the memory of the picture that I drew of events and wounds that imprison me. I watch as it disappears into the paper shredder. Truly, that was so satisfying! I will be my guardian angel more and more of the time, now. Life events are only 2-dimensional. Not real. Just like images on film. We can turn them off. We can shred them. Now, I get that in my heart not my head.

Through other trainings and meditation, I have felt Oneness with nature and others and the universe, but, this time I experienced something new. I began unraveling like a ball of string. I experienced the memories of being a baby very vividly. I experienced BEFORE I was a baby. I saw other lives peeling off. I could see who I was in these lives. So many different types of people; men and women. Unraveling, I felt what I was before those lives. I was matter and light and vibration in space. And before I was those things¡¦ I was nothing. I didn’t think that memory. I felt it and WAS it. That is who we are. We are truly limitless. Truly powerful. Now, I do believe that we can accomplish anything.

I felt with a desperate longing why I came to this earth, what I want to accomplish, and how I need to help others wake up.
Now, I will shed my fear like a bug’s old skin. Thank you!
–Penny Perel